forget it.

you are always perfect and always be mine forever. i never asking you bout that. you know what i'm fell now.? i'm just thinking and wait for you, now i release, i must go on my self, i try sayang. i would do anything for you however i know you never saw what was i've done. you know why.? i keep my stronger to fact all this, i'm sick, suck and fell like a dying. baby, tolonk la, hari hari aq merayu qow. alhamdulillah, aq rase tenang skit hary ny. aq memang derita. betul linda cakap, hidup aq penuh sengsara. aq ta taw ape yg patut aq buat lagi. but sayang, aq try na happy. alhamdulillah, bia lantak qow la an. aq malas na fikir lagi. bia la qow na curank pon, bia ja sampai aq nampak aw. aq oke ja. but tggu sampai hary tu, agak nye ape yg aq akan buat, but aq doa, tuhan kabul an doa aq utk qow setia pada aq sorag ja. amin. cuma sayang, aq ta penah lupa macam mana qow treat aq. aq harap an, semua yg indah balik pada kita an sayang. but, aq ta na qow yg hari ni, tyme qow berubah tu t, law tuhan na amik nyawa aq pon aq ta kisa, bup aq bersyukor pada perubahan qow. bukan sekadar tu sayang, aq harap qow ajar aq tuk berubah gak. bukan ajar aq g clubing lak. aq da cukup jahat aw sayang. law qow minum aer mabuk murah, aq leyh dapat yg mahal. qow jangan kira aq batak ngn air air tu. law aq na, aq bole dapat.

kami text. aq maki dy tgh hari tadi, terus dy ta reply, aq just cakap 'baby, nape qow buat aq macam ny.? qpw suka ew tgok aq macam ny, buat aq mnanges tiap hari n buat hidup aq merana.? ape yg qow dapat ha.? aq da hilang laki yg penah sayang an aq separuh nyawa dy aw ta. qow sial sangat bap buat hidup aq tergila an qow sampai aq buta na cari laki lain, ta mungkin sayang aq na cari lain bap aq na qow dalam sepanjang perjalanan hidup aq ny.!' dy ta reply, aq pon wat hal aq. nth la, down tu maseh terasa n aq pikir, aq na jadi diri aq macam dulu. mugkin berlainan, but aq na try sebaik mungkin. baby doa an bubu supaya bubu dapat ubah baby. amin. 

p/s: sayang mara aq na cut rambut aq lagi.. :)